The surro journey is one full of waiting. And that is where I am at the moment, waiting and marking cycles off the calendar. Hopefully there will be some developments in the next few weeks. Until then, check out my new pages at the top of my blog. You can learn a little bit more “About Me” and find out what being a “Gestational Surrogate?” means. There is also a current and complete “Timeline” of my journey thus far. Enjoy the reading material and as always, feel free to approach me with any of your questions.
“Making the decision to become a gestational surrogate is an extremely rewarding, yet life changing experience not only for the surrogate herself, but also for her spouse. Although you will have the support of your agency, friends, and family, your spouse will be your greatest source of physical and emotional support before, during, and after your surrogacy journey. Having spousal support during surrogacy is so vital, in fact, that in many cases, it is a requirement to work with a surrogacy agency.” Source: surrogatesolutions.net
Q: What was your initial response to your wife expressing interest in becoming a gestational surrogate (G.S.)?
A: I honestly don’t recall what my first response was but I do remember having a whole bunch of thoughts, worries, and questions. I suppose that it wasn’t a huge surprise knowing our friend, who works with our current agency, has been a surrogate several times and my wife has an extremely big heart.
Q: Did you have any concerns? If so, what?
A: I still have concerns. This in uncharted territory for us and I think that people tend to forget that pregnancy and child birth can be life threatening. I worry about the stress it will put on her body. I worry about how we will both feel about going through a pregnancy and birth together and watch the baby leave. Never to be seen again. I suppose it’s somewhat different knowing that, at least in our situation, the child will be zero percent of either one of us, genetically speaking. Only time will tell. I worry about the move back to California and all that it will entail, especially with how scary things have been with the company I work for. So many people have been leaving that I worry that I will still be employed with this company that has allowed me to work remotely. I also have concerns of how our oldest daughter will handle this. Will she understand when I have to help explain to her why the baby didn’t come home with us?
Q: What was your level of support in this decision?
A: I support my wife in this decision. It is, in my opinion, the most selfless act a person could do and it’s just one more thing that amazes me about her.
Q: How will you handle this topic with other people?
A: I believe in knowledge and truth. I think this is an amazing gift to give and I’m happy to speak with anyone that wants to know anything about surrogacy from my point of view.
Q: How will you handle the pregnancy with your young children?
A: I will be honest and explain the best way I can.
Q: What will your involvement be before, during, and after the pregnancy?
A: My level of involvement and support is that of what any husband should do to support his pregnant wife, regardless of whether the baby is ours or not. Mental, emotional, and physical support. Being there for her in any and every way possible.
Q: What if your wife experiences a failed transfer or loss?
A: I will mourn and grieve with her over the loss and support her in any way she needs or wants.
Q: What if your wife receives a request for elective reduction/termination?
A: We have it in the contract that this must be before 12 weeks. I pray it doesn’t need to happen but I support my wife and will honor the wishes of the IP’s and contract.
Q: What is your understanding of the G.S. process?
- The surrogate is picked by the IP’s.
- Intended surrogate and IP’s have meetings to see if they think they are a good match.
- Once a decision is made to move forward, several things happen. Medical and psychological clearance is required for the G.S.. Medical clearance is also required for the G.S.’s partner. Contract is drawn up. Both parties review, amendments are made if necessary and then both parties sign to include G.S. partner.
- G.S. menstrual cycle tracked.
- Hormones taken to get body ready when transfer is to happen.
- Extraction and fertilization of egg(s).
- Determine which egg(s) will be transferred.
- Plant fertilized egg(s) in G.S.
- Monitor gestation and development.
- All goes well, deliver baby (or babies) which are immediately taken from G.S. in most cases to be taken care of and delivered to the IP’s.
Q: Do you think this experience will affect your relationship in any way? (good or bad)
A: I don’t think it will hurt us. It’s another life experience that we will navigate together.
Q: If roles were reversed, would you consider being a G.S.?
A: I don’t think I can answer that as I can’t possibly know or ever will know what it’s like to bear a child. But from an emotional stand point and personality stand point I’d have to say yes. Otherwise, how could I honestly support this decision?
Q: Any closing thoughts?
A: While everyone can’t, and in some cases probably shouldn’t, be a surrogate, I think it’s important to understand what it means to be a surrogate. Research and find out if it is for you. Talk about it with your spouse and family. Like many other life events, having a support group is key and crucial. Know as much as you can about what you are taking on and make sure that your support group is on the same page as you are. Surrogacy is an amazing and selfless act. What a great gift to give. The ultimate gift of a child. Someone who couldn’t have been called “mother” or “father” without your generous and giving heart. Being a father I know that joy that being a parent brings and it brings me further joy that others, such as my wife, are able to spread that joy to others.
In the near future I will be posting two interviews. One is an interview of a gestational surrogate’s husband and his point of view. The other is an interview of a gestational surrogate with questions from potential IP’s. This series should be a wonderful educational experience, especially for families considering surrogacy as IP’s or as a gestational carrier.
As I was reviewing some of my surro emails to make notes for new blog posts I realized an error on my part. In the excitement of reading that I had received legal clearance I misread a vital word, February. That important email was also informing me that the egg donor was going to have a retrieval around February. My excited brain read that the donor was going to have a retrieval around Friday. Big difference! This means that there are no embryos currently ready and waiting for my cycle to line up with a transfer date and that I am going to continue to wait until February at the earliest for a potential transfer date.
I’m a little disappointed. Disappointed with myself for being so convinced an egg extraction had already taken place and disappointed that this surro journey is continuing down a rather slow path. On the other hand, this will give me at least a month to continue with fitness to prepare my body physically for pregnancy. All things in due time.
Just keep waiting, waiting, waiting…